HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR SISTER

Friday, November 6th, 2009

Today….. November 6 ….. would have been your birthday…. you loved them…. you always came down to celebrate together since we were born in the same month…  I shall miss the family dinners at our favorite restaurants and the laughter and fun we would all have together…

The days have gotten longer it seems …… as I notice things that I want to do or say … such as pick up the phone to tell you about something that has happened…. something that I know you would love to hear about ….   its hard ….  I cry right now at the drop of a button and  I get angry with you for leaving me…. thats the worst part…. 

We finally brought all your belongings here to go through….

Its amazing what secrets we find about someone we love after they are gone…. its like learning all over….. about you…. finding things you cherished in little boxes… all the cards you saved …. the momentos…  the dried flowers…. and sad things that happened in your life that you told no one about …. things that you wrote about in your journals that had you told me….. would have made your life easier….  it breaks my heart…. but I cant fix it now…

Grief …. it is something that no one wants to feel yet we have to allow ourselves to experience in order to move forward….

Just know …. that I miss you terribly…. even the not so good times when we didnt always get along….  because I always knew you were there… even then… and knew I was loved … as I loved you…

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR SISTER!  I LOVE YOU ALWAYS!!

JO

 

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